Shayad aap sochenge, teen saal baad aaj bhi mein khud ko new girl in the city kyu keh rahi hoon. Mein bhi heraan hoon, ki teen saal pehli ish article ko shuru kiya tha, aur achaanak jab apne documents mein ishse shabdo ko talaash karte paaya, toh khud pe thora gussha sa aaya…lagta hai ki zindagi ne ish ek ajeeb sehar mein kitne turns liye hai…phir bhi yeh document blank kyu hai…
Chaliye aaj mein aapko, aur shaayad apne aap ko khud se milwaati hoon, yeh article mujhe kissie ne likhne ko kaha tha, koshish kai baar ki, magar aaj effortlessly yeh dil ke raashte khud ko express kar raha hai…Hi, mein Indira…Mumbai aana mera sapna tha, shayaad tab se jab se khud ko aaine mein dekhna sikha tha, writer kehti thi khud ko, 2009, 4th Jan ko saari haado ko paar karke, ish sehar aayi thi…Koi aapne tha yaha, jisko janti thi, magar phir bhi anjaan tha…Dost tha, ya phir shayaad dost se kuch zyaada…Shaayad ushke hone se, yeh sehar mujhe zyaada apna laga.
Ish sehar se love at first sight hua mujhe, koi kuch keh kar toh dekhe ishke bare mein, jaan le lungi…Ek badhe se bag mein, kuch sapne lekar bin soche bin samjhe, aa gayi thi yaha…Advertising agency mein kaam mila, kai naya dost bane, raato mein khud ko khote paaya…lahro ke kinaare apne aap ko simte paaya…Ayesha laga, jaise ki mein zinda hoon…Phir, mujhe phir se pyaar hua, ish baar aur bhi serious wala…ushke saath ajeeb rishta tha, paas hota toh kuch keh nahi pati, door jaata toh jaise kitne afsaane shikaayat banke nikalte..Woh paas hota, toh duniya saath hoti…shayaad ushhi ne mujhse ish sehar se pyaar karne shikhaaya…Ushke sapne, mere sapne bane, ushki baatein meri baatein bani…Phir Balam kesari, ne raastien mein mujhe chod diya…Yu laga ki ab, ajnabee a hai yeh sehar, ush bin raastein bhi adhure lagte the, magar har din khud ki khusi ki dua maangti hoon mein…aur aaj jab who wajah jisne mujhe ish sehar se pyaar karna shikhaaya who nahi hai, tab bhi mein khush hoon, kyu ki jaane anjaane mein ‘Mumbai ko bhi mujhe pyaar ho gaya’…
Kehne ko aaj decent writer hoon, atleast koshish kar rahi hoon ki likhon who jo dil se baatein kare…sapne aaj naye hai, dua phir bhi puraani, umeed aaj khud se hai, shikaayat kissise se nahi…
Kahaani lagta hai aaj shuru hui hai meri…manzil ki phikaar nahi, raastein dilchasp hai, aur kya chahiye.
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